* please make it go away.. ~

Urghhh...
It's painful!!!!
I seriously donno how to describe the word 'PAIN' already!!!

My Right Ear !!!

so I decided to see the doctor to check..
he was checking by pulling my ear which make me SCREAM like hell..
imran was there..
and that's embarrassing.. huhu..
I thought it was pimple living in my ear..
but doctor said my ear is swollen..
oh NO!!!
no wonder so painful!!!

That was last night..
so I thought this morning will be ok..
since the doctor provides me painkiller, antibiotic and ear drop..
but it seems it just reduce the pain for couple of hours..

I can't sleep..
hard to eat..
and even talk!!!

IN PAIN! IN PAIN! IN PAIN!!!

huh..
Please make "it" go away..

'=_= ~

* It's time ~

Well, I've been thinking a lot lately..
I think it's time for me to think about myself rather than anybody else..
even tho the people that I Love and Care so much..

hmm.. seriously I don't know how to describe my feeling right now..
but what I will do right now is just..
MOVING ON..
BE SINGLE..
KEEP BUSY..
GO BOWLING..
and
HAVE SO MUCH FUN!!!

Life is once in a lifetime..
Don't waste it with something or someone that is not worth it..
Sometime, being selfish is the best way to protect yourself among people you love..

BASHAAAAAAAA!!!! (*fighting) ^_^ ~

cheers,
Kay ~

* Wake up text messages ~

him:
4.40 am - Syg, I'm so sorry, I cannot sleep. I can't stop thinking about you. I'm so sorry, syg. hmm..

her:
7.00 am - Morning you. Sorry if I buat you xbley tido, but I'm ok now, so no need to worry k?
Sorry..

him:
It's ok. I sayang you ok! and I miss you so much too.. hmm..

* did she says she misses him ?? huhuhu ~

her:
ouh. I'm seriously ok now, sorry ya? I just sayang you, that's it..

him:
ouh..hehe..ok. You, can I borrow some money from you?

*OMG!!! he says all the bullshitttt just to lend money from her???
GO TO HELL!!!

her:
hmm.. sorry, I have no money. Why suddenly?..

him:
Alor, hehe, cause I need to buy something, haih, you bila nak belanja my birthday ni? haha..

her:
What thing you want to buy? Urgent meyh?..

him:
Not urgent ler but I kene beli, hehe..

her:
Must buy? What is it?..

him:
Belt, wallet, shades, hehe..

*WTH this guy..so not necessary things also want to buy.. ishk! mengade!!!..

her:
whatttt??? Shades pun??? You already have it kan, why want to buy more?..

him:
Hilang donno where, huhu, why you like my mum now, haha..

* Hilang is your own hal ok!!!!

her:
Hah??? How come bley hilang? Of course la, you ask from me kan? It's not easy to get money just like that tau. Sorry lor, I'm saving for my new ball!!! huhu..

him:
But I pinjam je, haih, takpe la..

her:
I seriously don't have for now. You ask la **** ke?..

him:
Ok, **** lagi la takde, I tak tanye but I dah tahu..

her:
Erk.. Mane you tau? Try first..

him:
Malas ler, I now tak text die sangat, huhu..

* tak text her sangat??? Yeah.. RIGHT!!!! huhu ~

her:
You sure tak text sangat with her? huhu..

him:
TAK..


p/s: Unbelievable!!! There are people like this who exist!!!
Learn from this.. we do have a choice.. ^_^ ~

* I will sayang you forever .. ??? ~

her:
You, I can't stop thinking about you ever since you left me.. It's been 3 weeks..
I don't know what else I should do..
I tried to hate you, but I love & miss you more..
I tried to forget about you, but I keep thinking about you more..
I went out & spend more time with someone else, but the only think I see is you..
I'm so pathetic..
Sorry..

him:
I'm so sorry syg, haih, you don't have to be sorry.
Why you still want me?, I never treat you good..
I always mainkan perasaan you, I'm no good for you..
You too baik for me, dear..

her:
Huh, you mmg xsyg i langsung for all this time? you just main2?
I bukannya baik, it's all because I truly sayang you..

him:
If I xsayang you, what for I pergi rumah you jauh2? what for I lied to my
family just to go out with you? haih, I still sayang you ok, it's just I xnak ada gf..

her:
huh, but why? Tell me honestly, so I understand..

him:
Honestly, because I like a lot of girls, I suka freedom, hmm..

her:
Ouh, if like that, I guess I really have to move on lor..
Sebab I sayang you sgt, I sacrifice, thanks for everything..

him:
Syg, sorry dear, hmm, but no matter what happen, I will always sayang you..
I Promise..

her:
Even tho I dah ada boyfriend nanti?

him:
Yes, I will always sayang you =) ..


p/s: she misses him.. ~

* I told you so .. ~

Just sharing the song that I can't stop listening to..

* I told you so
Carrie Underwood ~

Suppose I called you up tonight
And told you that I love you
And suppose I said I wanna come back home
And suppose I cried and said I think I finally learned my lesson
And I'm tired of spending all my time alone
If I told you that I realize you're all I ever wanted
And it's killing me to be so far away
Would you tell me that you love me to
And when we cry together
Would you simply laugh at me and say

I told you so
Oh, I told you so
I told you someday you'd come crawling back and asking me to take you in
I told you so
But you had to go
Now I found somebody new and you will never break my heart in two again

If I got down on my knees and told you I was yours forever
Would you get down on yours too and take my hand
Would we get that old time feeling
Would we laugh and talk for hours
The way we did when our love first began
Would you tell me that you miss me too
And that you've been so lonely
And you've waited for the day that I returned
And we live and love forever
And that I'm your one and only
Would you say the tables finally turn

I told you so
Oh, I told you so
I told you someday you'd come crawling back and asking me to take you in
I told you so
But you had to go
Now I found somebody new and you will never break my heart in two again

Now I found somebody new and you will never break my heart in two again

p/s: tskk tskk tskk.. '=_= ~